Only one thing on my mind

that is when you graduate, i hope we will still talk to each other.

Time and Space

We were in English and Mr.huss was talking about how we can't measure the value of a star but we can measure the height. He continued going on how about that star might support life. Then I thought, how lucky we are. Take some time and really think about the words you are about to read. First, we are given life, how is this even amazingly possible in the first place, think about humans have become the top creature at the food chain, the most advance. Second, We are given emotions, but how? I understand its based on some chemicals you're body produced. But who decided to make those chemicals? Nature? if so then what dictates nature? God? if so then where did god come from? its pretty scary when you think about. 3rd what's our puropose on life, we only have one, so what do we do with it? and after we are done where do we go? Is there really a heaven? is there really an incarnation, what is the truth. Sadly humans are blinded from the truth, but why? there must be some higher being. then we are back where we started in the 1st place on why did this higher being make life and why make humans at the top?Next lets look at the chance, it just so happens that one of the nine planets can support life that is a 11.111% of having life at all...that is scary. Next it just so happens that a meteor comes and crashes into this so called "Earth" and creates water, water creates algae, which creates many other organisms. but wait? where did the comet come from? well somewhere in outer space. Then where did outer space come from? God? if so then we are back at the point in why god decided to choose and create the earth, but also where or how is this god in being? And for you athiests out there, if it isn't god then what created the universe? The big bang sure but how did the big bang start? There has to be a time zero somewhere. Finnaly, think about the people around you, you met them and they met you. what are the chances of that you could've met over 100 trilion other people in the world, but you met this one. For me, I've found "her" and she found me. out of all the other people we could've met we found each other. Pretty weird thought isn't it.

And this is the exact reason why you want to life your live, not exist. This is also why you want to live your life and not try to learn why you are here. Because if you do, well you're just wasting your time. Just know this: 1) You are here because something wants you to be here. 2) you are you because someone wants a person like you to exist. 3) the people you meet are destined to meet you because something wants you too meet them. 4) in the afterlife something will be there to guide and protect you. 5) "If I spent all my time trying to understand life, I'd miss all the wonderful things I learned while living it"--Cyrus Yang.

She's defintly a gift.

I really don't know how blessed I am.

I met her for barely two days. Yet, we were so simillar, we became friends instantly. The last time I saw her was at the movies with her, she was smiling as usual and laughing at the chessy acting and plot of new moon, and I smiling with her.

I had a pretty rough day yesterday, yet she asked me what's wrong,if everything was alright. She listened to everything I had to say, and she said it'd all be ok, just keep moving on. But she also understood how i felt, because she was in the same position as me. I'm truly blessed to have a friend like her.

But she's a senior, and I'm afraid when she goes on to college, we won't be able to talk like we did that day. Time is the ultimate obstacle they say. So if that happens and one day you just happen to read this, please don't forget the times we shared together as friends.

"You truly don't know what you've got till its gone", I refuse to let this be true.

Those I haven't met

At YIG I realized one major thing, that there was A LOT of people there. I was suprised at all the new faces i met and the people i actually made a bond with. Its kind of scary thinking how even in the state of South Carolina you only know less then .1% of people. That's a lot of people you don't know that have stories to tell and experiences to share.

So I want to meet as many people as i can.

And all it starts with is one simple word
"Hey".

November

I swear this probbably has to be the best month of the year(not really lol).
Well 1st of all there was blue key, warm weather, seeing the gators own the bulldogs, and having a starbucks on campus(two actually).What more could you ask for?
2nd- International Festival. Ok this can explain itself, food, culture, me actually performing this year XD, and hanging out with friends. Best of all its on a friday night.
3rd- Mauldin. ah Mauldin, the 1st tournament I placed at when i was a novice :), so its very close to my heart. Defintly can't wait for that.
4th- YIG, I didn't go last year so I can't say too much, but what i've been hearing it seems pretty awesome. Best part is haning out with friends and meeting new people.
5th-Thanksgiving break. Ok seriously can this month get any better??
6th- George Mason University(this is a maybe) Ok it just did. A 4(5?) day debate tournament at a national level. That is automatically a reason to smile :)
Well well looks like here are 6 reasons why november seems pretty epic. Can't wait till it all happens.

Shattered

Sigh, i think its time I blog on something that I feel is an issue.

Its a friend of mine, she's been pretty stressed out lately and its not only affecting her grades but her social interactions with other as well as her after school activities. I still remember calling her one day to make sure she was okay. Only to listen to a crying voice, we talked for about 45 minutes. She, just letting go everything in her mind, and I, absorbing all of the sadness that dwelled in her. I tried to help her the best I could. For I too was caught in the exact same situation, I was depressed, my grades were being affected as well as my social interation. I found a way out though by dropping some stuff so I still had time to work and relax.

But lets get back on topic, I want her to be happy she's a very close friend of mine, but what i've been noticing is that she's started to become quieter and quieter and her friends have started to space out from her. I hate to see that, I still give her a smile when I see her in the hallways and a "hey" but I know i'm probbably one of the few who still do. I know the reason why people are spacing from her, or maybe its just my imagination. I don't know but I do know for a fact she's changed. She wrote a blog post today apologizing for some stuff. I don't know how many people read it but I hope thet accept it.



"Friends are like legos, each friend creates a new part, a new part of you"--Yang Zi Ya.

Break!

So looks like I have another goal to complete before I leave high school. That is to breakdance. I know it seems crazy but i think high schoolers can do it, I just need to build up my body muscle first and then work on technique. The trick i have is a windmilll and no please don't go and google windmilling or you'll get a really akward hit about swinging something in order to slap someone. Windmill is basically rolling on your back while your legs shift your body, its called a windmill becuase your legs act like the "blades" of the windmilll as you spin around. Its pretty cool and I think I can get it down by January we'll see though we'll see that's what winter break is for right?