*sigh* Life's just been..I don't know...I just don't feel joy anymore. I was happy for about 15 minutes today and I thought I never felt this good for a while..and then it was gone. Typically I think that bad things far outweight the good thing in life.
Have you ever looked in a pool of water? Its amazing how you see yourself, how people see you..but rather you start to question whether or not that is you..in the water. Instead you throw a rock in it and disfigure the image and slowly walk away. But you come back to it again and there it is you again..but somehow it just doesn't feel right and you stomp at it this time and yell and scream and shout. Solely because that reflection remind you of who you are, what you've done. I am that sole reflection..I don't want to know my bad choices but I'm embedded with them. You can stomp on me and shout but Cyrus in the end I'm still there. You can't get rid of me...bad things will always happen and you will always make bad choices. I'm the opposite of you. You can hit yourself, Cyrus but no matter what you will always exist on one side of the reflection and I the other. When, you see me..I remind you of your guilt, your pains, your lies, your foolishness, and your stupidty. But I do it for you to become stronger. You may hate me throw me away forget about me even take that precious "mind" away from your very body..but You and me will still exist. As long as one still remains the other is just a reflection. So..Cyrus, I'm not a reflection of you but rather you are the reflection of me on the pool of water.
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