sigh...warning I have no idea where this blog is going.
Well let's see all good grades except one and then it was like bam....everything I worked hard for was gone in an instant all of it gone. I felt lost, confused, angry, sad, depressed. I really didn't know what was left for me to live on.A good friend caught this emotion on the way back home. Her eyes said "cheer up kid" My heart yelled"its pointless...you've lost.." I admit I was depressed for 48 hours, I don't mind saying that. But..I felt so worthless, pathetic, nothing seemed to matter at that very moment. Life just lost all its meaning. Then My dad came up and said "don't worry about this one.....focus on the SAT the true test." I didn't lighten up....my soul, determination,hard work was all gone. I questioned whether trying in that class was worth it..I had lowered to almost nothing. But something had forced me up on feet....it was hope, strength and my determination. It said How are you goign to know if you've improved if you haven't even tried. I wake up the next morning determined to work harder..but that scar still burned..and it will always burn in my heart.
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3 comments:
sounds really depressing, cyrus. =] hope something will cheer you up again. :D
thank god i get angry/mad/depressed/happy every easily. i got a freaking low gpa but i became happy again that evening. XD
oops i put the wrong face on the fist one. XD hope that made you happy tho. =]
Awww, seems that everyone has had a tough time with grades, myself included.
The important thing is that you keep on going! A new semester has started, so get a fresh start. Everyone gets a bad grade every once in a while, so don't bring yourself down. Besides, you can't be at your 100% if you're too busy dwelling on the past.
You'll be fine! Keep on working at your best! :D
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