Reminiscing

I remember the day I first met you..all the way back in chinese school haha. Didn't know you that well nor did I speak very much. But I remembered. Then one day you dissapeared, never saw you ever since, and I admit I really didn't care. All of the sudden 3 years latter in the 8th grade I went to shadow at Southside. Then I saw you, what were the chances? You were a freshman that year and was guiding a shadow by the name of "Tim". But whatever, I left but this time I thought I remembered that face. Somewhere....A year past by,one day I get a phone call by you, asking about carpool. Then next thing you know we are heading straight into the school year. I remember the day we got along just fine. I also remember the day you came up and hugged me, because of what I had said earlier. I also remember the day you were tired and decided to rest your head on my shoulders, as well as that other day you did the same thing. And each time the word "Ira Glass" came up and you would say how it was a story of An american dream. I remember those days. But I remember the painful days too the quietness of the carpool, the lack of socilizing. But I guess that's all my fault, I guess just being raised off of self-toughening and learning has made me somewhat a wolf. So I'm sorry. I'm sorry that we can't go those memories back. I'm sorry I'm not trying. But the truth is I miss you.....