She's defintly a gift.

I really don't know how blessed I am.

I met her for barely two days. Yet, we were so simillar, we became friends instantly. The last time I saw her was at the movies with her, she was smiling as usual and laughing at the chessy acting and plot of new moon, and I smiling with her.

I had a pretty rough day yesterday, yet she asked me what's wrong,if everything was alright. She listened to everything I had to say, and she said it'd all be ok, just keep moving on. But she also understood how i felt, because she was in the same position as me. I'm truly blessed to have a friend like her.

But she's a senior, and I'm afraid when she goes on to college, we won't be able to talk like we did that day. Time is the ultimate obstacle they say. So if that happens and one day you just happen to read this, please don't forget the times we shared together as friends.

"You truly don't know what you've got till its gone", I refuse to let this be true.

Those I haven't met

At YIG I realized one major thing, that there was A LOT of people there. I was suprised at all the new faces i met and the people i actually made a bond with. Its kind of scary thinking how even in the state of South Carolina you only know less then .1% of people. That's a lot of people you don't know that have stories to tell and experiences to share.

So I want to meet as many people as i can.

And all it starts with is one simple word
"Hey".

November

I swear this probbably has to be the best month of the year(not really lol).
Well 1st of all there was blue key, warm weather, seeing the gators own the bulldogs, and having a starbucks on campus(two actually).What more could you ask for?
2nd- International Festival. Ok this can explain itself, food, culture, me actually performing this year XD, and hanging out with friends. Best of all its on a friday night.
3rd- Mauldin. ah Mauldin, the 1st tournament I placed at when i was a novice :), so its very close to my heart. Defintly can't wait for that.
4th- YIG, I didn't go last year so I can't say too much, but what i've been hearing it seems pretty awesome. Best part is haning out with friends and meeting new people.
5th-Thanksgiving break. Ok seriously can this month get any better??
6th- George Mason University(this is a maybe) Ok it just did. A 4(5?) day debate tournament at a national level. That is automatically a reason to smile :)
Well well looks like here are 6 reasons why november seems pretty epic. Can't wait till it all happens.

Shattered

Sigh, i think its time I blog on something that I feel is an issue.

Its a friend of mine, she's been pretty stressed out lately and its not only affecting her grades but her social interactions with other as well as her after school activities. I still remember calling her one day to make sure she was okay. Only to listen to a crying voice, we talked for about 45 minutes. She, just letting go everything in her mind, and I, absorbing all of the sadness that dwelled in her. I tried to help her the best I could. For I too was caught in the exact same situation, I was depressed, my grades were being affected as well as my social interation. I found a way out though by dropping some stuff so I still had time to work and relax.

But lets get back on topic, I want her to be happy she's a very close friend of mine, but what i've been noticing is that she's started to become quieter and quieter and her friends have started to space out from her. I hate to see that, I still give her a smile when I see her in the hallways and a "hey" but I know i'm probbably one of the few who still do. I know the reason why people are spacing from her, or maybe its just my imagination. I don't know but I do know for a fact she's changed. She wrote a blog post today apologizing for some stuff. I don't know how many people read it but I hope thet accept it.



"Friends are like legos, each friend creates a new part, a new part of you"--Yang Zi Ya.

Break!

So looks like I have another goal to complete before I leave high school. That is to breakdance. I know it seems crazy but i think high schoolers can do it, I just need to build up my body muscle first and then work on technique. The trick i have is a windmilll and no please don't go and google windmilling or you'll get a really akward hit about swinging something in order to slap someone. Windmill is basically rolling on your back while your legs shift your body, its called a windmill becuase your legs act like the "blades" of the windmilll as you spin around. Its pretty cool and I think I can get it down by January we'll see though we'll see that's what winter break is for right?